Dance is a song of the body. Either of joy or pain.
~ Martha Graham
The word ‘yeast’ is still a mental hurdle for me. Something about it sounds complicated, out of my depth, like it’s something for professionals (not me, anyway). My one direct encounter with it came earlier this year when I made some pitta bread at home for a flat dinner. I remember marvelling at it then; but subsequently, the old apprehension came back each time I glimpsed it in a recipe.
I’ve been reading a very inspirational book over the last few nights though, and somehow – I think that led to me walking out of New World with a bottle of active dry yeast last night.
I woke up early this morning, and decided to kick off my day off work with some babka baking from Tessa Kiros’ “Falling Cloudberries”:
#57 Bobba’s Babka – Page 246
I was apprehensive about the yeast. I mixed it with the oil and tepid milk and for two long minutes, nothing seemed to ‘activate’… and then, suddenly, it looked like something bad out of my old biology textbook? Alive, gurgling like a deep sea monster, ugh! – it was at once fascinating and very unappetizing…
I waited some more before I poured it doubtfully into the flour mixture, and then it looked like a mini volcanic snowstorm.
Actual bread making. I fell into a sort of happy/painful trance kneading the dough. It was reassuring, of course, to knead like mad while reading “the dough should be thick and a little difficult to mix, even with the mixer”. (although even if I had a mixer, I doubt I would use it in my first few instances of making bread – how else to get in touch with your food, to know it, touch it, sense it – own it??)…
When I added the egg and worked the sticky dough, it squelched like a pair of rain-drenched shoes the whole way and I really thought I would never get to the next stage, which was “so that it is still very sticky but not actually sticking to your hands.”
As it is, I got there, and as my fingers repelled the sticky, springy dough, I exclaimed and promptly forgot about my aching wrists. Wow! If Tessa Kiros had been here in person I would have knocked her over with a huge embrace. :-O As it is, she was spared on this occasion :-)
After 1.5 hours of being placed by the heatpump, it had enlarged to a giant puffy dough:
Muscovado sugar. Deep and luxurious, I measured it out carefully, trying not to spill any. Then I leaned over the cup and gazed at the rich colour, inhaled the delicious flavour… mmmm.
Even better smelling with the addition of cinnamon…
Butter on the other hand, I was much more lavish with today – I didn’t measured this, just dug my knife into the box and took out a random soft pile of it.
I rolled out the bread into two (near) rectangles, and spread the butter and muscovado on to them.
Finally, it was time to plait the bread.
The whole process of baking this was really… seductive. I’m not sure how else I could possibly describe it. My hands were gooey, and bread dough is hardly a sunset, a silk dress, or whatever your normal icons of romance might be – but the emerging flavours and feel of the process pretty much had me walking on air.
So much so that after I brushed egg yolk and milk on the babka and shoved the tray into the oven, I put on some music and danced on my toes. THE AIR SMELLED WONDERFUL.
Babka, done – I gave more than half of it away to a gleeful Malinda and retained the rest of it for my poor flatmates. :-)
PS. Haidee and I were at one of my favourite cafes today – and out popped a mouse! While I was a little concerned about the presence of a mouse in an eating place, I was temporarily distracted by this amusing thing: saying “oh! mouse!” and watching the women around me gasp, kind of shriek and scramble to get up and run. I mean, it’s just a mouse……?
I forgot that you don’t work Fridays! That looks lovely, always thought about baking fresh bread but never got around to doing it as the idea of yeast and dough scares the crap out of me.
Saw a comment from a while back….I vote the Sociologist for NZ’s Top Food Blogger! +D
Okay I’m feeling brave. I’m ready to conquer my deepest fears and insecurities. I think I am ready to go visit mousey again!
P.S. I love your cheeky egg trio: super duper cute! I also note the teeny smiley on the top right corner… do I get a prize?
P.P.S. I was actually about to comment on how good your bread looks until I got distracted by your P.S. comment.
Paul – it kind of scares me too, but feel the fear and do it anyway (I try to remind myself!)
Haidee – no prizes for teeny smiley. Prizes if you let me put cheese on your feet in Mousey though :-)